夢ならばどれほどよかったでしょう
yu-meh NA-ra-ba do-reh-ho-do yo-KAT-ta de-sho
How I wish this were only a dream
未だにあなたのことを夢にみる
i-ma-da-ni a-na-ta no ko-to o yu-meh ni mi-ru
Even now, I still see you in my dreams
忘れた物を取りに帰るように
wa-su-reh-ta mo-no o to-ri ni ka-eh-ru yo-ni
Like coming back for something I forgot
古びた思い出の埃を払う
fu-ru-bi-ta o-moi-deh no ho-ko-ri o ha-ra-u
I brush the dust off these old memories
戻らない幸せがあることを
mo-do-ra-nai shi-a-wa-seh ga a-ru ko-to o
That some kinds of happiness never come back
最後にあなたが教えてくれた
sai-go ni a-na-ta ga o-shi-eh-teh ku-reh-ta
you were the one who taught me, in the end
言えずに隠してた昏い過去も
i-eh-zu ni ka-ku-shi-teh-ta ku-rai ka-ko mo
Even the dark past I hid and never spoke of
あなたがいなきゃ永遠に昏いまま
a-na-ta ga i-na-kya eh-i-en ni ku-rai ma-ma
stays dark forever now that you're gone
きっともうこれ以上傷つくことなど
kit-to mo ko-reh i-jo ki-zu-tsu-ku ko-to na-do
I know by now there's nothing left
ありはしないとわかっている
a-ri wa shi-nai to wa-kat-teh i-ru
that could ever hurt me more than this
あの日の悲しみさえ あの日の苦しみさえ
a-no hi no ka-na-shi-mi sa-eh a-no hi no ku-ru-shi-mi sa-eh
Even the sorrow of that day, even the pain of that day
そのすべてを愛してた あなたとともに
so-no su-beh-teh o ai-shi-teh-ta a-na-ta to to-mo ni
I loved all of it, every bit, together with you
胸に残り離れない 苦いレモンの匂い
mu-neh ni no-ko-ri ha-na-reh-nai ni-gai reh-mon no ni-oi
The bitter scent of lemon still lingers in my chest
雨が降り止むまでは帰れない
a-meh ga fu-ri-ya-mu ma-deh wa ka-eh-reh-nai
I can't go home until the rain lets up
今でもあなたはわたしの光
i-ma deh-mo a-na-ta wa wa-ta-shi no hi-ka-ri
Even now, you are my light
暗闇であなたの背をなぞった
ku-ra-ya-mi deh a-na-ta no seh o na-zot-ta
In the dark, I traced the line of your back
その輪郭を鮮明に覚えている
so-no rin-ka-ku o sen-meh-i ni o-bo-eh-teh i-ru
I remember that outline so vividly
受け止めきれないものと出会うたび
u-keh-to-meh-ki-reh-nai mo-no to deh-a-u ta-bi
Every time I face something I can't take in
溢れてやまないのは涙だけ
a-fu-reh-teh ya-ma-nai no wa na-mi-da da-keh
all that keeps overflowing is my tears
何をしていたの 何を見ていたの
na-ni o shi-teh i-ta no na-ni o mi-teh i-ta no
What were you doing? What were you looking at?
わたしの知らない横顔で
wa-ta-shi no shi-ra-nai yo-ko-ga-o deh
with a face turned away, one I never knew
どこかであなたが今
do-ko-ka deh a-na-ta ga i-ma
If somewhere, right now, you're
わたしと同じ様な
wa-ta-shi to o-na-ji yo-na
just like me
涙にくれ淋しさの中にいるなら
na-mi-da ni ku-reh sa-mi-shi-sa no na-ka ni i-ru na-ra
lost in tears, sinking in loneliness
わたしのことなどどうか忘れてください
wa-ta-shi no ko-to na-do do-ka wa-su-reh-teh ku-da-sai
then please, just forget all about me
そんなことを心から願うほどに
son-na ko-to o ko-ko-ro ka-ra ne-ga-u ho-do ni
I wish that for you with all my heart, and yet
今でもあなたはわたしの光
i-ma deh-mo a-na-ta wa wa-ta-shi no hi-ka-ri
Even now, you are my light
自分が思うより 恋をしていたあなたに
ji-bun ga o-mo-u yo-ri koi o shi-teh i-ta a-na-ta ni
I loved you more than I ever knew
あれから思うように 息ができない
a-reh ka-ra o-mo-u yo-ni i-ki ga deh-ki-nai
and ever since, I can't seem to breathe right
あんなに側にいたのに まるで嘘みたい
an-na ni so-ba ni i-ta no-ni ma-ru-deh u-so mi-tai
You were so close to me, it all feels like a lie
とても忘れられない それだけが確か
to-teh-mo wa-su-reh-ra-reh-nai so-reh da-keh ga ta-shi-ka
I just can't forget you — that's the only thing I'm sure of
あの日の悲しみさえ あの日の苦しみさえ
a-no hi no ka-na-shi-mi sa-eh a-no hi no ku-ru-shi-mi sa-eh
Even the sorrow of that day, even the pain of that day
そのすべてを愛してた あなたとともに
so-no su-beh-teh o ai-shi-teh-ta a-na-ta to to-mo ni
I loved all of it, every bit, together with you
胸に残り離れない苦いレモンの匂い
mu-neh ni no-ko-ri ha-na-reh-nai ni-gai reh-mon no ni-oi
The bitter scent of lemon still lingers in my chest
雨が降り止むまでは帰れない
a-meh ga fu-ri-ya-mu ma-deh wa ka-eh-reh-nai
I can't go home until the rain lets up
切り分けた果実の片方の様に
ki-ri-wa-keh-ta ka-jitsu no ka-ta-ho no yo-ni
Like one half of a fruit sliced in two
今でもあなたはわたしの光
i-ma deh-mo a-na-ta wa wa-ta-shi no hi-ka-ri
Even now, you are my light